tip-toe'n through the tulips First I'm Jekyll, then I'm Hyde.
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BY FRIDAY NIGHT I MAY HAVE MY VERY OWN KITTY.

i just don’t care about anything right now.

i mean, not eating meat has gotten surprisingly easier. or i just don’t care enough to even crave it.

i keep crying and feeling like i’m on the verge of splitting open and my guts becoming perforated by the sudden stabbing of my own conscience. 

just not giving a shit. my insides feel like they’ve slouched on top of each other into an ugly disgusting pile.

Okay, so, if you wanna help get me a kitty, go here!

OKTHXBAI =^.^=

where do we donate tho??!?!
Anonymous

How about here? :D

well if anyone wants to donate so i can afford a fucking hypoallergenic cat because everyone i’ve talked to that seemed responsible and legitimate wanted between $950 - $1500. 

So please. donate. i’m kidding. no i’m not. yes i am. 

… nope. i’m not. 

FUCK I MEANT SIBERIANS NOT RAGDOLLS

I know they can be trained, but do you think Siberians would be apt to going for walks. Wearing a harness,of course.

I’m dead set on being able to take my cat on walks, under the right conditions and preparations, obviously.

RAGDOLLS ARE HYPOALLERGENIC!

I’m a little weird about ragdolls at the moment. *stupid personal issues*

My life’s cosmic joke is that the love of my life is allergic to the animal I love the most. 

It’s not fun not being able to adopt any cat I want. :(

i don’t know how people leave their personal problems at home and manage to exude a perky, peppy personality while they’re at work. i do not harness that skill. which is something i really want to be able to change, because i don’t like when i’m not conscientious of my facial expressions and i’m constantly told by customers that i should smile, or asked why i’m not smiling, or making some sort of comment that exudes, “Hey! I paid hundreds of bucks to get into this park, and you better smile to affirm that it was money well spent! because i don’t actually care if you’re okay or not!” 

siiiiigh i don’t care to gain sympathy or even understanding from complete strangers. i just want to be left alone where i can be unseen and not have to micro-manage my brain. 

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